My Addiction

I was an independent

and strong entity

I can do things by my own

Until i get attached

to someone

who i think of as

the owner of my ribs

It always happened

when i fall

At first I thought it was a pure happiness

it seems like the dopamine released

extremely intense

and I'm craving for more

I got addicted

I locked up myself on a cage

treat it as a room of happiness

and I put them on the same cage with me

I possessed them

I slowed down my life

sacrifice things without noticing

how my worlds apart behind me

I got stuck on my own cage

My world slowly shifted

it's become them

live freely on my head

and i slowly losing

myself

I become so needy

and depending

watching my soul

fading away

I'm no longer me

I fall too deep

no one can even see the bottom

to lend me a hand 

when I fall

into an addiction