TORTUREMENT

I feel like i'm dying too many times

then you come again to resurrect me

Thought my suicidal thoughts has gone

no it just buried deep inside

Still wanna die but in another way

at least i can die doing something i love

But then you are here again stabbing me from my back

how many times will be enough to make you stop?

Would you understand even a bit?

No you would not.

Deserve no one is my torturement.

being understood by others will be such a pleasure

but doesn't seem that i deserve it.

What i deserve is to be alone

all by myself

drowning in a beautiful deep sea

buried around the water

all by myself