TORTUREMENT
I feel like i'm dying too many times then you come again to resurrect me Thought my suicidal thoughts has gone no it just buried deep inside Still wanna die but in another way at least i can die doing something i love But then you are here again stabbing me from my back how many times will be enough to make you stop? Would you understand even a bit? No you would not. Deserve no one is my torturement. being understood by others will be such a pleasure but doesn't seem that i deserve it. What i deserve is to be alone all by myself drowning in a beautiful deep sea buried around the water all by myself