BREATH

A lot of breath that i take

but still don't know my purpose of life

I don't think there are things i wanna do in life

why do we have to survive?

why can't we die to avoid pain and suffering in this living hell?

I don't know how many time i've been in this edge

and how many thoughts of suicide plan

but still don't have the courage

I'm out of reasons to live

it become meaningless each day

I'm suffocating

I told myself several lies before

I told myself that i still have future

and dreams

now i realize, it's all just a total lie

just full of bullshit

I have no future

I have no dreams

I have no desire to live

then, why should i keep taking this breathe?