FOR MY FUTURE CHILDREN

I'm not gonna have a kids.
It's not like I hate them
or I don't need them.

They just don't deserve to be living
in this cruel world
with a bad kind of living.

I don't want them to
living the live they won't.

They're clueless
and innocent.

Therefore they should be away
from this world
being not exist
might feels good for them.

I can't trust myself
for a huge duty
to give them happiness
to give all they want.

They might feel disappointed someday
and full of despair
when things aren't work as they want.

or they might be happy,
living a cheerful live.

but I can't guarantee it to them.
So it might best for them to not exist.

It might be peaceful there.

World is a hell itself.

If God does love me,
why should He let me be in this place?
He must be hate me.
I'm done trusting.

Someone please send help.

No forget it,
I won't trust any help anw.